:: Idle Neurosis ::

:: Sunday, September 21, 2003 ::

its very disheartening as i look over my calander for the rest of the semester and i realize that i dont get a break--AT ALL. at minimum, every week i either have a test or paper due. for the mostpart; i have multiple tests and/or papers due. theres no chance of me catching my breath at this point any time soon. and it sucks when my roomates have all this free time on their hands. i'm stuck studying/accomplishing shit, leaving me mentally exhausted at the end of the day. i guess thats what i get for doing a double major.

and that is just the educational aspect of my life. all the other areas are puttin some tremendous pressure on my brain too. i'll refrain from venturing to those places right now. dont exactly have time to think about it(dont really want to either). i'll divulge at a later date. but all in all; i'd say i'm holding up pretty well. i'm still alive and kickin.

i will admit that i caved and had a couple of ciggarettes during stressfull times. but i would say that 3 or 4 cigarrettes within over a months time is a hell of a lot better than a pack and a half day. oh; and i am scheduled to do a 5K october 18. look; i'm all healthy and shit now. mad props to me.

this week: test in sociology, hispanic lit and comm theories.
now: tryin to get a degree. so i'm off to the coffeehouse to study. cause thats what college kids do.
currently reading: The Moral Order of a Suburb
inthecdplayer: Jimmy Eat World; Clarity

nothing that makes sense ever works out.
stellar lady:: Anonymous 2:35 PM [+] ::
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