:: Idle Neurosis ::

:: Sunday, July 27, 2003 ::

a successful night???

bj pukin in the garbage can

osa peacin out

cops

rock throwing

beer throwing

whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat

SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

theres doods sleepin in the livin room....
stellar lady:: Anonymous 4:36 AM [+] ::
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shhhhittttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!! location change starting the first of the month! signed the lease today for my new apartment in the city! and i even talked down the price a little...hehe...yeah i got it like that ;-) .....hardwood floors with yellow and purple walls.....all the people i love are invited anytime...mi casa es su casa!

newest cd: michelle branch
" if tomorrow never comes
i would want just one wish
to kiss your quite mouth
to trace the steps of my fingertips
and it's you...the light changes when you're in the room"



stellar lady:: naughti 10:58 PM [+] ::
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If you will be in the bloomington-normal area tonight; especially tomorrow...fiestas are going to be had...so if you know where i live, come stop by for clevelands numero veintiuno...it should be quite an entertaining night...and let me tell ya, nights are what you look forward to in these dead college towns. time to party hardy.

i'm on a running kick...i'm hopin it sticks this time...went for almost 40 minutes today. ha! i'm counting this as Personal Triumph of the Day #3. the second was walking. the first was consciousness.

reading: the autograph man; zadie smith.
in the cdplayer lost my lights; robert nanna
stellar lady:: Anonymous 4:53 PM [+] ::
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i don't think i can ever take chicago's beauty for granted....i was in awe last night laying on the grass of grant park during the chicago film festival....for a moment we felt free with slight contraints on our hearts and minds....shivering as the wind tangled our hair we felt like the world was ours...as short as it may have been our happiness was genuine.

" you're screaming out the window at the stars, "please don't take me home!"....blame is cuz we are who we are....hate is cuz you'll never get that far....tell me all the places we can go..." -at the stars (better than ezra) resang by howie day.

Mo, Curly, Larry!!!!
stellar lady:: naughti 12:02 PM [+] ::
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Home is where the heart is
Mine is scattered by miles and time
On this slow suicide
with a pack of smokes and cheap bottle of wine.
stellar lady:: Anonymous 2:27 AM [+] ::
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i have now realized that i will be an extremely broke college student next year. me and my future roomate have found that we must up our ideal rent a couple hundred dollars to find a decent place in the city. so starting next month if you want to hang out let me warn you that if cash is needed for the outing, you will not see my arse there.....my new hang out will be the lake and grant park (they're always free).

books: honky; and white teeth
completed: the perks of being a wallflower
musica: howie day
best invented item of clothing: hoodies (ok, and hats)

WANTED:
FOR SOME TIME NOW A FELLOW BLOGGER BY THE NAME NIK HAS VANISHED FROM OUR WEBSITE...IF YOU HAVE ANY INFORMATION REGARDING THIS ISSUE PLEASE CONTACT THE ACTIVE BLOGGERS-SAMAURI AND NAUGHTI. WE ARE GREATLY CONCERNED. ;-)

stellar lady:: naughti 12:27 AM [+] ::
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just to inform everyone, Twisted Ice Tea now has a raspberry flavor...yippi! while at the liquor store with my legal buddy frank...he asked me which kind of tea i wanted. confused; i looked closesly to investigate the two different packaging and to my delight...U-Lick(university liquors for you non-blormal residents) is the first to win the contest of bringing in this sweet poison...i'm sure Budget will not be lagging for much longer...they wont if they want me to piss my money away at their franchise. hence, last night was an enjoyable buzzz as i completed my sixpack of twisted and then some at The house; accompanied by great friends and a campfire(though in retrospect i am still confused as to why frank and mike decided to start a fire considering it was fuckin hotter/humider* than hell...but nontheless; the atmosphere was very chill as we marveled at the heat lightning which illuminated the sky).

i am going to be turning down my job offer at the doctors office...its a long a complicated story but even though the job pays sweet money, the negatives outweigh the positives...i'm hoping pier one or the house of funk will work out...but all i have to say is ptlnaf for financial aid and scholarship money.

i am in the thrill until monday respectively. i'll see you around; if you're lucky.

tomorrow: finishing Ash WEdnesday; shopping with the mAdre; going with mat to a FREE SHow.
music on the mind: Pedro the Lion

I can write it in a song but never say it to your face.

*i don't think that this even a word, but its my version of 'more humid'. but don't worry; i am constructing a personal dictionray which will include euphimisms and catchphrases in the world of Samurai is going through the editing phase and will be available for you to purchase and marvel over come Spring 2004.**
**will also be available in a pocket size version come Fall 2004.

later doods.
stellar lady:: Anonymous 10:51 PM [+] ::
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i must remind myself that i am not going to jinx myself by writing this post...but a possible job could be on the way....a doctor's office...10+ an hour...not exactly thrilled at the thought of sitting behind a desk all day but unfortunately at this point in my life dinero takes priority...pier one is still a possibility...i would love doing their displays...it all depends on who is going to hire me asap.....looking for a job blows...it takes a lot outta ya believe it or not...but i think i was just expecting results to fast...sometimes you just have to wait a little and karma will help things fall into place...

in the cdplayer: The Ghost; By the Books
currently reading: Ash Wednesday by Ethan Hawk

My ears are deaf as of now

stellar lady:: Anonymous 10:43 AM [+] ::
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cross your fingers ladies (and fellas)!!!!!!!!!!!
stellar lady:: naughti 8:07 PM [+] ::
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i tried to sleep for as long as i could~waking up means letting go...
get up~>skimm through the vocabulary of our minds, you look up love, i look up limit, and thats the only way i've learned to see it. just smoke many cigarrettes, disappointments. you're trying not to feel it, but you did. i did.
walk aimlessly around, crank up the music~ its the sound i refuse to wear, since i'm still walking around everywhere without you. i missed you, and you loved me, on the morning i said no.
stellar lady:: Anonymous 1:48 AM [+] ::
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LoCation change: i am a blormal resident once again!

i'm a chillin in my new room in my new apartment(705 bayba) with fellow blogger naughti...its been a awesome day decorating and chillin with peeps... just wanted to put in a post to note the change...too sleepy to think now...more on this college town later...
stellar lady:: Anonymous 2:01 AM [+] ::
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check out the lost love project.

we lay next to each other, trying not to be the first to break the silence. the notes poured out of the speakers as he wrapped his arms around my bare stomach. a breeze drifted through the screened window as we drifted off to sleep. when i woke, he didn't love me anymore.

stellar lady:: Anonymous 10:20 AM [+] ::
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last nite in cali...

it's been sick (cali word) fun out here....here are a few things i've learned:
1. i (we) have an accent
2. you gotta be quick to catch the gruniouns
3. there will be no peeing on the beach (even if you are drunk)
4. there will be no techno music allowed ever
5. california freeways scare the shit out of me
6. sublime is a must on long road trips
7. the ocean waves will soak you and take your sandals (and brian will not get it for you)
8. flirting is fun on the freeway when there is traffic
9. little dogs pee when they're excited
10. coldstone ice cream is delicious
11. i can only play dinosaurs with a three year old for so long
12. jumping fences in the middle of the night will leave bruises
13. i belong on a beach at all times

stellar lady:: naughti 3:16 AM [+] ::
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wooooord to all....

here's the heads up...got sick of my old screen name and hotmail address...so here's the new one...i just used this first thing that popped into my head...

email: chicagoskyeline@hotmail.com
AIM: chicagoskyeline ....dont be afraid, i'm friendly.

shit, i cant believe i'm going back to the bloomington-normal area so soon...i'm really pumped. i cant wait to live in my own apartment with my roomates...time is gonna fly; i know this for sure....
everything that has been happening this past week has been so random...my heads been all over the place...and i still dont have all my shit together...but hopefully once i get more settled i'll be able to construct longer, more meaningful posts instead of all this random shit...not that its bad, i just feel like i've been slacking. bah. no pasa nada. ok, yeah. i'm done.

currently reading: A Separate Reality
place to check out:Improv Olympic THeater
stellar lady:: Anonymous 6:41 PM [+] ::
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my new obsession: lifted trucks and surfers (excuse my shallowness).
stellar lady:: naughti 2:43 AM [+] ::
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