:: Idle Neurosis ::

:: Sunday, January 12, 2003 ::

just a quick thought...

you will never know sadness
in your shallow world,
you only cry for yourself
shed your image
the falsities that you think define who you are

let me tell you about a guy by the name of jonathan....i don't feel bad speaking of him because no one really knows who he is...but i'm sure everyone can relate to his character. jonathan will make his visits to my workplace to talk about his weekly adventures consisting of club-hopping and his newly purchased outfits. now don't get me wrong, he's not a mean person, but i stood there listening to him describe how good he looked in a cowboy hat and boots and i pretended to be interested. the whole time his mouth was running i couldn't help but stare at his curt cobain vintage t-shirt hanging over his armani jeans, not to mention his female accessories (he claims they only make cool jewerly for women) and his bling, bling sunglasses. i don't know how curt would feel being draped over perfectly faded, over-priced jeans in order to make a fashion statement, but i thought it was ironically hilarious. i don't think jonathan has ever heard a nirvana song, but the t-shirt topped off his look-of-the-day....rockstar! i just wonder if there is anything more to him than image. i would never judge him solely based on the clothes he chooses to adorn his body with...but his actions and topics of conversation are comparable to the depth of the water in my toliet bowl. has jonathan ever pondered world affairs or spirituality? i really don't know...but i will make it my personal goal to find out.

stellar lady:: naughti 12:02 PM [+] ::
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