:: Idle Neurosis ::

:: Thursday, September 30, 2004 ::

I'll be in the back room drinking my half of the beer...



You're at you best when you got the guns turned 180 degress.



stellar lady:: Anonymous 11:04 PM [+] ::
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So if i just exist for the next ten minutes,

that would be fine.



stellar lady:: Anonymous 3:04 PM [+] ::
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i surrender the future that is unknown
i surrender to the butterflies in my stomach and to uncertainty
i surrender to today, to now
i surrender to feeling uncomfortable
i surrender to you

-unknown

stellar lady:: naughti 9:06 PM [+] ::
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Mr. Vonnegut, i applaud you and your thoughts.

everyone, please, educate yourself. inform yourself on the opposing viewpoint. go register to vote. and actually VOTE when november rolls around.

Apathy is the death of democracy.

~*~
stellar lady:: Anonymous 7:13 PM [+] ::
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Two questions for ya:

1. should you do something just because you are relatively very good at it?

2. what is the most important thing a person can do with his or her life?

*i'm so far down the highway and i'm leaving this mess behind me*
stellar lady:: Anonymous 4:02 PM [+] ::
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may you always find happiness in the place you chose to be. mentally, physically, and spiritually.

stellar lady:: naughti 3:19 PM [+] ::
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~
i am here to be different,
to be full-grown and woman.
not girl rattled with questions
but a woman
ready to make new work
and find new answers.
i am a woman who has danced on bars
and rested her head in grant park
like the rest of them.
i am a woman who puts on her future
when she wakes up in his arms
and decisions.
I am a woman who wants
to fall in love
with her work
the way men do.
the way they put it first
and me second.
~

check in with the radio station of your mind.
what station is it on?
~*~

stellar lady:: Anonymous 1:51 AM [+] ::
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i am aching for the hard pavement agianst the soles of my feet
yet
i stay still
for you

stellar lady:: naughti 10:14 PM [+] ::
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~*~
Admitting today:
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i am a woman who wants to only weigh 123 pounds and sometimes thinks that could be the answer.
i am a woman who likes her stomach flat and wants to seem like it doesnt matter all that much.
i am a woman who wants to make powerful art of this world.
i am a woman who can feel lonely at the most unexpected times and sometimes i can't ask directly or tell you how upset i really feel and i hope i'll grow out of it.
i am a woman who sometimes forgets about poetry and reading in the shade.
~
SWH
~*~


"We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us."
~Joseph Campbell
stellar lady:: Anonymous 1:06 AM [+] ::
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i stay still
for you


stellar lady:: naughti 5:15 PM [+] ::
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~*~

You make your plans....

You make your plans.....

You make your plans and then...a great wind comes along.

You make your plans and then a great wind comes along and you begin again.
~*~

currently reading: Messy Thrilling Life by Sabrina
inthecdplayer: Jimmy Eat World; Night Drive

hit me, i can take your cheap shot
stellar lady:: Anonymous 1:52 PM [+] ::
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