:: Idle Neurosis ::
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:: Thursday, March 18, 2004 ::
i've become accustomed to lying to myself...it's become so easy that i hardly recognize that i'm doing it....here are some of the recent lies that i've induldged myself in:
(1) i enjoy the company of random individuals at school who do nothing but tell stories about their humorous lives without caring about what everyone else has going on
(2) i'm not mad at those individuals who haven't called me in months...they're just busy
(3) i'm no longer in love with him
(4) i believe all this studying is making me smarter
(5) i want to listen to my roomate's michael jackson cd one more time
(6) i understand my parent's reasons for being so protective of me
(7) i don't really want to go to california for graduate school
(8) i don't need coffee
(9) being single builds character
(10) i'm not wasting time
you want me to heal you, yet it burns when my fingers touch your skin.
stellar lady:: naughti 2:48 PM [+] ::
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