:: Idle Neurosis ::

:: Monday, October 27, 2003 ::

rest in peace elliot smith. it's unfortunate that often in our society a person's genious will not receive its fully deserved recognition until after their death. nonetheless; check him out.

i actually have a week where i do not have any tests or papers due. i still have the day to day shit and will be slowly working on things for next week; but it is nice to have the pressure off and walk a little slower. and have more time to sleep. i dont seem to be getting any of that done at night.

why do i feel that my college career is almost over? only a year and a half left. three semesters of work. i dont know where the time goes. and thinking about all of this leads me to start worrying about getting a job, surviving the 'real world', and all the cliches that come with life after college. i know its normal to not know exactly what i'm suppose to be doing, and having a general idea is ok, but i wish i had something just a little more tangible.

there does seem to be three stark choices; so beloved by our generation:

1. Be a starving but happy artist
2. Be an affluent but depressed professional
3. Ignored genious.

i dont think i'll take any of those options, thank you very much. i suppose i'll just keep kickin some ass and i'll get to where i'm goin.

"Knowledge is way different from wisdom and the most cryptic beautiful things are often the most simple."

#1 guilty pleasure; Justin Timberlake. that album is so fuckin good, i dont care what anyone says.

Nap time. Here is your coat and those are your shoes and that is the door.

You got a look in your eye
When you're saying goodbye
Like you wanna say hi
stellar lady:: Anonymous 11:36 AM [+] ::
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