:: Idle Neurosis ::
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:: Tuesday, June 03, 2003 ::
i will not worry about tomorrow....better yet i will not worry about things i have absolutely no control over. i know people cringe at the mention of destiny and fate but in reality i believe there are things that cannot be controlled. we take little steps to obtain what we want in life, but where we end up is not up to us. sometimes we have no control, and we can plan things out so perfectly but many times something takes us along a different path and changes our lives forever. our lives can change in seconds. here i am, 20 and half years old and i am not even close to where i thought i would be at this age. but i am greatful. i've decided to have no expectations of myself. no "by the time i'm 25 i want to..." i don't know what career i'm going to have, i don't know if someone out there can love me, i don't know if i can change the world.......so i'm not going to worry. i'm just going to work my butt off to obtain what i want in life and hope to end up in a beautiful place where i'm happy and the people i love are happy.
stellar lady:: naughti 11:20 PM [+] ::
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