:: Idle Neurosis ::

:: Saturday, February 01, 2003 ::

hurrah! i have moved my computer into the family room where the internet connection is. now i can feed my addiction once more; atleast sufficiently. my parents computer has something against me. it lives its digital life with my frustration as its goal. so its nice to have my baby back. its a pain in the ass to switch the cords from computer to computer; but i refuse to leave my computer at the disposal of my family because i dont want any of my brothers using this machine for the late night surfing that they do. none of their sickening porn on this machine thank you very much.

i went to the mall today to meet randi's mom(the girl i'm rooming w/ in spain) to get my tickets. less than two months. the realization that i'm actually going is becoming more and more solid. i need to get my act together on this shit. especially the money aspect. i found out today that my dad has a hidden inuendo to get me to stay in the dorms again next year. ga, that makes me mad. its not goin to happen tho. he's trying to get me all stressed out about money and shit but i'll make my ends meet; i always do. but since i will be in spain through a good part of the summer, subsequently i will not be living in my apt for those three months. if you or anyone you know will need a temporary place to stay this summer in the blooming-normal area, i will be subleasing my apt. i'm almost positive all my roomates are looking for subleasers as well, so if you have a group of four people; even better. spread the word and email me if you're interested.

i heard about the nasa shuttle explosion from randi's mom. the whole situation is very disheartening. mmmbleh.

It was in a foreign hotel's bathtub I baptized myself in change
And one by one I drowned all of the people I had been
I emerged to find the parallels were fewer
I was cleansed
I looked in the mirror and someone new was there

currently feeling:anxious
currently reading: Fast Food Nation
stellar lady:: Anonymous 6:09 PM [+] ::
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