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:: Tuesday, November 19, 2002 ::
ADHD in full effect
i have no motivation or patience to be productive right now. i'm too tired to focus. maybe i'll actually be in bed before midnight. that is my goal. and thats why the weekends are rough. they leave a lasting impression, throwing your sleeping patterns off kilter, fucking up your system for the rest of the week. i suppose its the price you pay. there is no right or wrong; merely the consequence of your actions.
well, i am officially out of money for my meal plan. dont know what i'm going to do. having the smallest plan, not going home as often, and my mulitple doses of caffiene each day are the reasons which the dinero has depleted. hopefully my parents will add a little to the balance so i can make it through. this may be doubtful though; as i fondly recall my father saying, "sam, you don't need to eat." i guess food isnt a necesity in keeping your organs functioning. ya coulda fooled me. also, i'm trying to save money myself; for spain, my rent, my addictions. you gotta set your priorities straight, right? there's nothin a little heroin cant fix.
anyways, i only had 12 dollars left last night. so today, before i bought lunch, i went to the machine in watterson where you can add money to your balance and put 20 dollars in. it told me that my new balance was $20.78. i was like, what the fuck?, but i proceeded to get my lunch which consisted of a veggie burger, tomato soup, and an apple(just thought i'd provide imagery to make this anecdote more enjoyable). as im checking out and the lady swipes my card, it says that i have five dollars left. now i'm REALLY like WTF. i'm thinking maybe it takes a while to process or whatnot. so tonight at dinner i checked my balance again on the machine before i ate, and it said that i still had $20.78....shouldnt that number have gone down? well, i go to check out my vegetables from good old Eleanor's Kitchen and a bag of baked barbeque lays (yummy)and after i swipe, i only have a dollar left. i told the checkout lady about my predicament and she provided no useful information. she just told me to go to the redbird card office in the bone. this shit is such a pain in my ass. oh well, whaddya gonna do.
in the cd player: piebald; the king of the road
stellar lady:: Anonymous 11:44 PM [+] ::
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