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:: Sunday, September 08, 2002 ::
the wonders of procrastination
ahhh...well its time to get my act together. i've got a lot of shit that needs to get done and i'm going to gather my thoughts, display it in a literary manner, and then make everything happen. so i apologize if i will be out of contact with everyone for the next week. deadlines are coming up and the pressure's on.
it sucks even more when you're feeling highly sensitive; which i am right now. everything seems to be magnified(no thanks to my handy overanaylization skills) and i've come to the conclusion that i'm tired of waiting around. letting go is hard; and holding on is a comfort zone which needs to be broken out of. whats meant to be will be and i need to come understand that things arent necessarily in my control. you can only give so much of yourself to someone...if you dont get anything in return, in the future you will find your time wasted, your soul robbed, and your heart empty. well, on a more cynical note(which isnt necessarily positive if its your everyday outlook; but it can definitely be necessary at certain points) i must say that yeah it hurts; but lets review...it gets old; and most importantly; it goes away.
well, i'm goin to recap this weekend...
1. karma is a very good thing. never forget this. and karma goes hand in hand with 'things happen for a reason'. everything comes full cirlcle.
2. do not mix hard liquor with beer. its bad, very very bad. you will end up running out of a house in mid-conversation to relieve the contents of your stomach in the bushes.
3. mcdonalds breakfast can cure a hangover; in 10 minutes tops
4. burt's beeswax is the best lip balm in the world.
5. although you may believe that you are superman while you're drunk; let me assure you, you're not.
6. jumping off high cliffs into merely a few feet of water is probably not your best bet.
7. do not try to row a canoe standing up, especially while intoxicated; this will cause the canoe to tip over, fill with water, soaking not only the contents of the canoe, but yourself as well.
8. while canoing/tubing at Turkey Run State Park in IN...do not attempt to be friendly with other canoers on the river. canoing is a serious businiess and the people there are on a mission.
9. pizza hut is NOT good. its sick. very sickening.
and finally, i'll conclude with a forewarning i received from cori...
10. wine makes you easy. so dont drink it.
well everyone, i must leave it at that. time to get a crackin...
currently listening to: my thoughts
it hurts doesn't it? the thought of all you can't have anymore.
stellar lady:: Anonymous 11:03 PM [+] ::
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