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:: Thursday, August 01, 2002 ::
slackers
its so easy to get caught up in the throw of day to day life...hence i have been slacking on this blog... also, my computer and i have been having an exchange of words lately...making the task of going online a long and treacherous one at that..but i guess, better late than never.
to recap; ive had an awesome past couple of days...went to the city on mon and tues and tonight i hung out with cristine...it was so good to chill with her...with everything she goes through she still has such a positive outlook on life. being around her it just rubs off and reminds me to live it up while i can. and i'm happy for her because she has found a really great guy....definitely a rare. we came to the conclusion that maybe she wasnt meant to live in the city because she is suppose to be with joey. he's actually moving from the city to about a mile away from her in plainfield. but there we go overanaylizing things again...but hey, its fun.
we grabbed a bite to eat and then rented...now; dont laugh....a walk to remember....and bite your tounge even more.....i loved it! that was such a sad, feel good movie...i thought i wouldnt like it...thought it was going to be some cheesy flick with mandy moore trying to pull off the singer-gone-actress type scandal. but it ruled...i couldnt keep myself from crying as silly as that sounds. its the kind of movie that makes you crave the pure kind of love. i really i hope one day ill be lucky enough to find it.
ahhhh....i have all these thoughts in my head but i cant find the words to articulate them right now; i've got the impending doom of waking up early for work hanging over my head....frustrating, as after 4 years of working at the blue dahlia i am currently making only 7 dollars an hour doing designers work....should be getting paid 11 or 12 like the rest of them..but whaddya gonna do...must remember karma...but i do sense the end of the blue dalia is near....the crew may not be there come winter....
currently reading: white teeth by zadie smith
"does sunset sometimes look like the sun's coming up?
do you know what a faithful love is like?
you're crying. you say you've burned yourself.
but can you think of anyone who's not hazy with smoke?"
rumi
p.s. some well need relief at isu in just a few short days....
promise, you wont fall in love with me.
stellar lady:: Anonymous 1:14 AM [+] ::
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