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:: Tuesday, July 23, 2002 ::

crippled grandma

so here i am.......knee all busted up....i now understand what an old woman feels like. i never understood why old people never want to ask for help and when they do, they feel like a burden.....well, i felt like such a useless piece of matter when my friend had to help me walk down stairs and wipe the spilling water from the frozen bag of green beans resting on my knee. i never realized how much i take my healthy body for granted.
so thank you huff for your hospitality and loyalty as a friend.......i've come to realize most people in world are not reliable and worthy of a good friendship. i don't ask for a lot in a person....just be real with me. call when you say you're going to....show up when plans are made....just don't take me for granted and i promise... the relationship will enlighten your self-cosumed life.

stellar lady:: naughti 11:21 PM [+] ::
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